Not the kind of blog I saw myself writing today but I guess you never can tell how a day is going to go, or your mood for that matter.
Sun is shining, I should be feeling good but I just seem to be concentrating on the nagative today. I know I'm doing it but I can't seem to snap myself out of it. A combination of money troubles, an essay I haven't finished and well, my jobs shite.
(A nice long bank hol weekend ahead and I have a right face on.)
I know I can change each of these things, and that it takes time and I know that being happy is all about your attitude to lifes ups and downs....so why can't I shake myself up?
It's actually really frustrating, surely if your telling yourself to get with it and be happy, your mind would respond but nope. I feel like doing something crazy, like just saying feck this (to my boss) and walking out of here (work)and well, get out of here.
Just a rant really. I hate not being the positive person I know I am, thats more frustrating than anything else I guess. I just can't find that person right now.
Ah well, gotta take the rough with the smooth hey.
K
