Well, I made myself do the list of things that I'd been putting off and after making a few phonecalls and doing a few hours study am feeling at peace with meself. Have now ran a hot bath (which is too bloody hot so thought I'd take the time for it to cool to post an update....although I could have just put the cold water tap on).
Anyway, I think its dawning on me that if I wait around to become motivated to do the crappy jobs (which to be honest, I can't ever see myself getting excited about)then I'll never get round to it....so, the motto of the day is that action comes before motivation. ie: get up off arse and do it even if you can't be arsed. I find that the thinking about doing it is much worse than just bloody doing it.
Small rant but needed to be done.
Finding this blog lark quite theraputic. I'm so gormless, I didn't realise other people could read my blog unless I invited them to...but thinking about it it isn't so bad, you get to hear other peoples thoughts on the stuff thats important to you or going on in your life....I'll probably start attracting extra drama into my life just for entertainment value, not that I need to, I tend to make a drama out of most things anyway!
It's strange...for 23 years I thought I knew the crack in life and then this year, something major has happened to me and has just made me rethink everything, and challenge who I was before. I've just got so much going on in my head, which is why I probably decided to start a blog...get some of that extra energy out...am rambling again.
Tis all for now
Keree
